Tired and stuffs
Been feeling quite tired recently... don't know why. I had been getting 8 hours of sleep, eating enough and all... but I just seem to feel so lethargic... the last time this happened (about 1 month ago), I ended up having a fever I never knew about... until I found it strange to be feeling so hot and took my temperature. Haha... thought it was my body giving excuses for me not to study. =P
This time round, it's really strange. I don't think I am sick... or anything of that sort. But I am feeling so tired. Muscles are aching, head is spinning... and apparently losing my appetite too, even though I force myself to eat during meal times...
Think I need a real good rest.
On another note, results will be out on 13th December. Some of my classmates have already received academic warnings from the Profs... I hope I am not next on the list...
Rest rest...
Restarting blogging...
What am I talking about? Restarting my blog ?!?!?! Ain't I blogging now?
Well... for those who knew me from long time ago and Blogcon, you would probably have seen the other blog that I used to write on, but have now stop. Blogicide - that's the word. Haha...
For this blog here, I don't really blog as much. Erm, no peeks into my personal life, no details of what I am doing in life... erm, it's just a place for me to dump adhoc thoughts and perhaps really meaningful stuffs.... but other than that, there's nothing else...
I really want to restart a real blog... sigh. =( Then again, I am afraid...
(blog.quantity = constant x 1/privacy.quantity)
Today marks a very sad day... Sondra, we will miss you...
I was shocked when I got the news. Sondra of
idledays.net passed away this morning. She had gotten a rare blood disorder and succumbed to it.
Actually, I am still in shock now. Suddenly all the memories of meeting her for the very first time at Baker's Inn came back. We were all there for the Bloggers.SG'05 briefing, and there she was - cheerful and so full of life.
And that time at Hideout, where some of the Bloggers.SG guys met for a gathering for the first time after the event, she was there - cheerful and bubbly.
Of course, not forgetting the time that herself, YY and myself all squeezed into
Mr Brown's car after that event... and the time she was upset over a misunderstanding at
tomorrow.sg ... all these, I will never forget.
I am so shocked that I am lost for words now. I am seldom lost for words, but here I am, shocked beyond words.
I hope she will rest in peace and may God bless her in Heaven and her family on Earth.
Race and ethnicity... And Getting Way Out Of Topic
Hmm... with all the things going around about Dutch-Thai, Dutch-Jap... I think I might as well say something here...
I am officially Chinese. Just in case I get delusioned in the future and say something else. Oh ya, I get delusioned sometimes... my doc says it's normal coz' everyone wants to be someone else at some time of their life... haha...
Then again, I am not famous now... wait till I am one day.... oh no, I hope that one day doesn't come, so that I can still remain as delusioned as I want to....
And oh, please don't count the moles on my face coz' I am quite sure I will get rid of them one day. Erm, probably get rid of the scars that I got from falling, etc. etc. Not too sure if the scars are considered God given, but then again, they don't look too pretty...
Oh man, I can imagine going to school tomorrow and everyone staring at my face, legs, hands and start counting the number of scares, moles birthmarks, etc. etc.
Now that I am on this topic, I think I want bigger eyes, not too sure about double eyelids, erm, probably a sharper face. I also want less flabby arms and legs. I don't think I will do a nip or tuck or whatever you call it, coz' I believe in exercising. Haha...
Hey wait! I can get all those above by losing weight! Darn...
Half way thru exams... Dawn is near...
Yoohoo! I am half way into exams! Suddenly, dawn seems nearer.... oh, I mean the morning dawn, not Dawn (Yang/Yeo).
Then again, after flunking 2 subjects, I don't think I want dawn to come. I think I would rather remain in darkness。 没脸见人。hahah...
Hmm... speaking of Dawn, I think I have some comments about the entire fiasco. But I will keep it till my exams are over, then I will dedicate a blog entry on it. Basically it's about privacy, plastic surgery and personal priority (PPP).
But since I know ppl dun like to read long entries, I will just split it into parts. kekeke...
KK.. back to books liao... =(
Start of Exams
Exams start this Friday for me.... please pray for me. Thanks!!! =)
On a Saturday...
... and next week is full of holidays... and I am here, in school, mugging my life away. Darn... life is unfair. =(
